All i want is just someone to ask me 'What's wrong ?' & i swear i will break down & tell her everything that makes me cry at night but no,there's nobody there for me .
January 2011
It hurts. Deeply.
Space
Just left w this lil space t voice out now. I rlly didn’t know things will turn out this way, at all. I’m sorry for what I did, I rlly am. I’m just sure of myself that I’m nvr a x2sided self-centered bitch and idk why you would think this way, althou I’m sure of it now already. Those tweets, it just hurts me so bad t read it over & over again. I treasured you, each and every one of you. But this was what I got in return. I fucking deep stab, in my face. It’s just hard for me t digest so much at one goal. I need time, lotsa them, t think things thru, how it’s gna b like in the future. This is happening even before school reopens. What about after? I dare not think. I just rlly pray & hope that we’ll still b friends cause I rlly love and treasure each of you. We used t b so close, like superglue. I used t b your guardian angel, Used To. Now, what am I? Not even a friend? Just once friends t you? Ouch, that hurts so bad do you know that, I’ve always treated you like a friend, never once did I think of you s not one. I don’t want just that, I want t be friends like how we used t. You can’t be bothered w me anymore? You hurt me the most, do you know that? I trusted you, do you know that? Looking thru the photos, I don’t want it t be a person less, I want it full. I want you all. I need you all. My heart is shattered, so badly shattered. This is just going t be b/t us, I swear. I just hv no one t talk t now so I’ll talk t Tumblr in the mean time. For those who’s concern, I’m fine. I didn’t xpect that, not the least bit. I don’t know… I rlly don’t want t cry myself t sleep every night and go t work like a goldfish.
But still, thanks for the memories. X x x
God, I need you now… I need your help, t get me thru this phase of life…
Goodnight.
Do you ever get that feeling,
that you’re just not good enough? No matter how much you try, there’s always going to be someone out there who’s going to point out your flaws and tell you that you’re not trying hard enough even though you’re trying your best.
Some people don’t know what encouragement is. As soon as they see you fail, they don’t hesitate to judge and criticise. People like that make me feel hopeless and worthless. I hate feeling like this.
When a girl walks by me and gives me an attitude and stares me up and down.
Yes Bitch?
I hate when someone stays behind me when I'm using my computer.
I’m like
can I help you?
When someone is trying to mouth something to you and you are just like....
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YAAAAAA!
